The story of my struggle after losing part of my family and my fight with social services to try and get them back in my life.
Friday, 28 December 2012
Lost Siblings
Separated in childhood
We grew up apart
I was always in a mood
You were made up
With your parents so good
We were in foster care
Little we all shared
Both of us in pairs
Each with a sibling
Not knowing
but caring
In middle age we were
reunited, such a joy
for us all, we came back together
Never To Fall
Sunday, 21 August 2011
Monday, 8 August 2011
Latest devolpments
Well folks things have been happening apace since my last blog entry here.
1st I emailed the tv programme Long Lost Families and have had a lovely chat with on the phone with a researcher. Waiting to hear if I am to be selected from the 6500 enquires they had.
2nd I contacted the newspaper in St Andrews again. With amazing results,
Initially I had to wait on the editor coming back from holiday. Then today they phoned early on and said they would be running the story, then called back later with some questions and an appointment tomorrow to get my pic taken for the story they're gonna run this Friday.
So lets hope and pray that 1 of these will bear fruit eh
However I am so pleased to have some positive feedback from someone and it has lifted my spirits no end. :-):-):-):-):-):-):-)
1st I emailed the tv programme Long Lost Families and have had a lovely chat with on the phone with a researcher. Waiting to hear if I am to be selected from the 6500 enquires they had.
2nd I contacted the newspaper in St Andrews again. With amazing results,
Initially I had to wait on the editor coming back from holiday. Then today they phoned early on and said they would be running the story, then called back later with some questions and an appointment tomorrow to get my pic taken for the story they're gonna run this Friday.
So lets hope and pray that 1 of these will bear fruit eh
However I am so pleased to have some positive feedback from someone and it has lifted my spirits no end. :-):-):-):-):-):-):-)
Sunday, 12 June 2011
Texts
I just realised through a text conversation with my best friend, Sue Perry. That I have allowed the loss of my mum and Ian & Lorna to define my life and rule what I did and thought. Not sure how I can change this, it has been me for 44years but I need to try. I want to publicly say thank you Sue fir helping me once more. You keep it up and i'll need to start paying for your help lol.
Thank you Sue Perry for being the most amazing friend ever xxx
Thank you Sue Perry for being the most amazing friend ever xxx
MUM
Mum
Mum I miss you so
It's been 43 yr
Still makes me feel so low
You left us so young
Our life had just started
When yours was all done
Ian and Lorna were taken away
They left us no time
Not even a day
My heart has been breaking
Over all of these years
Sometimes I fell like leaving
Life
Please return to my life
The hole there to fill
Even if it's just to bring strife
Copyright Roy Thomson 12/6/2011
Mum I miss you so
It's been 43 yr
Still makes me feel so low
You left us so young
Our life had just started
When yours was all done
Ian and Lorna were taken away
They left us no time
Not even a day
My heart has been breaking
Over all of these years
Sometimes I fell like leaving
Life
Please return to my life
The hole there to fill
Even if it's just to bring strife
Copyright Roy Thomson 12/6/2011
Thursday, 9 June 2011
10/6/2011
This time of year always brings back painful memories. My Mum dying the last time I saw Ian & Lorna. The destruction of my happy family.
I spend so much time crying around now that I'm surprised anyone wants to chat with me.
Some people always seem to make the effort and to make me feel a wee bit brighter. Perhaps I should try and make this year a more positive one and stop letting the past make me so miserable eh.
I spend so much time crying around now that I'm surprised anyone wants to chat with me.
Some people always seem to make the effort and to make me feel a wee bit brighter. Perhaps I should try and make this year a more positive one and stop letting the past make me so miserable eh.
9/6/2011
In 5 days time it will be 43 yrs since my Mum died and the following day it will be 43yrs since I have seen my brother and sister.
It's breaks my heart that no matter what I do I never seem to get any closer to finding out if they are ok.
That paper I contacted have made no attempt to get back in touch, I'm thinking of phoning another one but will that be any different?
In some respects it would be easier to find them and be told go away we want nothing to do with you eh.
It's breaks my heart that no matter what I do I never seem to get any closer to finding out if they are ok.
That paper I contacted have made no attempt to get back in touch, I'm thinking of phoning another one but will that be any different?
In some respects it would be easier to find them and be told go away we want nothing to do with you eh.
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