Sometimes on days like today I wonder if me getting in touch with Ian @ Lorna would be the right thing to do.
I mean why on earth would anyone want to know they're related to me? It would be better for them to never know what a complete Numpty they have for a brother!
Tuesday 8 March 2011
Sunday 6 March 2011
06/11/2011
I'd like to start by saying thank you to Hanny & Sue for there comments both were much appreciated :-).
As I mentioned the other day I was at the doctor's on Friday to view my medical records. I was concerned that I had been diagnosed with psychosis when I was still so young it hardly bears thinking about.
The real answer in some ways is much worse, well I think so. My records state that I was so frightened of my old man that Meliroll was needed to keep me calm, even though I have no memory of this.
My opinion is that at the time my parents were going through a messy divorce and my Mum was using me and my supposed health problems as part of that battle.
The whole thing has left me wondering if I know who I am? Have I never known?
There were illnesses mentioned I have never heard of, there was no mention at all of normal childhood illnesses such as measles, mumps etc. Then there was a huge 13yr gap where there is no entry in my file at all. I have an appointment to chat this over with my doc.
Will I ever know what happened back then? or find out who I am really?
As I mentioned the other day I was at the doctor's on Friday to view my medical records. I was concerned that I had been diagnosed with psychosis when I was still so young it hardly bears thinking about.
The real answer in some ways is much worse, well I think so. My records state that I was so frightened of my old man that Meliroll was needed to keep me calm, even though I have no memory of this.
My opinion is that at the time my parents were going through a messy divorce and my Mum was using me and my supposed health problems as part of that battle.
The whole thing has left me wondering if I know who I am? Have I never known?
There were illnesses mentioned I have never heard of, there was no mention at all of normal childhood illnesses such as measles, mumps etc. Then there was a huge 13yr gap where there is no entry in my file at all. I have an appointment to chat this over with my doc.
Will I ever know what happened back then? or find out who I am really?
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