Texts

I just realised through a text conversation with my best friend, Sue Perry. That I have allowed the loss of my mum and Ian & Lorna to define my life and rule what I did and thought. Not sure how I can change this, it has been me for 44years but I need to try. I want to publicly say thank you Sue fir helping me once more. You keep it up and i'll need to start paying for your help lol.

Thank you Sue Perry for being the most amazing friend ever xxx

MUM

Mum


Mum I miss you so
It's been 43 yr
Still makes me feel so low

You left us so young
Our life had just started
When yours was all done

Ian and Lorna were taken away
They left us no time
Not even a day

My heart has been breaking
Over all of these years
Sometimes I fell like leaving
Life

Please return to my life
The hole there to fill
Even if it's just to bring strife

Copyright Roy Thomson 12/6/2011

10/6/2011

This time of year always brings back painful memories. My Mum dying the last time I saw Ian & Lorna. The destruction of my happy family.

I spend so much time crying around now that I'm surprised anyone wants to chat with me.

Some people always seem to make the effort and to make me feel a wee bit brighter. Perhaps I should try and make this year a more positive one and stop letting the past make me so miserable eh.

9/6/2011

In 5 days time it will be 43 yrs since my Mum died and the following day it will be 43yrs since I have seen my brother and sister.
It's breaks my heart that no matter what I do I never seem to get any closer to finding out if they are ok.
That paper I contacted have made no attempt to get back in touch, I'm thinking of phoning another one but will that be any different?

In some respects it would be easier to find them and be told go away we want nothing to do with you eh.