After speaking to my best friend, who gave me some excellent advice, I'm going to let my mind settle for a week or so before continuing with the search to understand my past and finding Lorna @ Ian. Other than seeing my medical records this friday to try and discover why I was prescribed with an anti Physotic at such a young age. It was also pointed out to me by Sue (my best friend) that this medication does have other uses so I'm looking forward to perhaps finding out why it was used in my case.
Other than posting fri/sat to mention the results of my medical search I am going to leave things for a week or maybe 2. Let my mind get those things that have upset me this year clear (or relatively so) in my mind.
For all I know the only person reading this is my best friend but hey its all good therapy!
Blogging is great therapy. It's a sort of confession, isn't it? Or an outpouring of too much thought and emotion which, for some reason, we feel comfortable sharing with the internet.
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ReplyDeleteI just read your ABOUT ME & wow that describes me to a tea & yes I agree blogging is like therapy & good for you I think.
Indeed Roy & I cannot for the life of me understand why anybody would prescribe such a powerful drug to a six year old boy. It was used for childhood insomnia, anxiety & upset etc too & I think even in 1960's NHS when things were very different to today's NHS I still do not think you would have been diagnosed as Psychotic at aged six. I'd stake my life on it. You were obviously very upset about something. A week or two if poss to give your mind a chance to get off the rollercoaster would be good I think.
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