Uncle Alex

Today has been another hard day for thinking.

My cousin has messaged me twice, not about how are you Roy but have you seen your dad? will you give him a message and what's going on with your brother?

This kind of thing makes me so mad and I get so wound up about it but this year I am not going to let it get me down and stop looking for Lorna and Ian. Usually I would see.

It also made me remember my uncle alex more than normal as well. I even found his death certificate today which made me cry but in a good way if that makes sense. It made me remember that, as I keep being told, I am more like my uncle Alex than my dad. Believe me that is a great thing!